it is so long,, not visiting this site, writing,, reading.. ahh,, surely I really missing this activity. I have been passed lot of event, story, about sadness, happiness, weakness, fury, madness missing someone, something, somewhere, fighting for minithesis, being jobseeker, doing freelance, decide for future life it's sooooooooooooo ,, [....can't describe....] lot, lot, too much. you know,, hhhmm.. my heart is shouting out lot and lot of words. wanna share a lot here,, but I believe the One and Only that I have to talk first what is my feeling is just Allah,, in every situation, in my bad or good mood.. it's mean eventhough I couldn't write and post every single thing that I had been around, God still know and still keeping me right, give me strength, give His guidance,getting His Mercy. must be say Thank you Allah, I be grateful to You. Alhamdulillah -for everything- :)