the worthy life

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you. So I guess I feel lonely, too.

yeah,, sometimes . . . :)

" is it easy to find someone who want to be looks so great without caring people around...???" *uups, NoOffense

3rd day what should I do now..? hahahah,, like yesterday,, start today with unknown thing that I 'll do till afternoon.. apa ini,, disini  cuma terdengar bunyi klak klik di meja sebela kiri depan gw,, radio gen fm yang selalu diputar tanpa henti dari awal gw datang sampe balik,, lumayan buat refresh pikiran yang bosen mantengin PC .... chatting sama gusti,, padahal meja kita sebelahan.. kebanyakan hal konyol di 3 hari ini,, hha lagu cherrybelle yang selalu diputar ditambah lagi improvisasi Bapak di depan meja gw yang ikut nyanyiin dan selalu pake headset ijo..

I can see you if you're not with me I can say to my self if you're OKAY I can feel you if you're not with me I can reach you my self, you show me the way Bondan fade2black (not with me)

sekarang untuk kedua kalinya berpindah tempat berjuang ... jauh dari mu,,mom.. (lebay) tiba-tiba keingetan kejadian 3,5 tahun yang lalu, dilepas masuk ke asrama, saat itu rasanya ngeblend .. sedih harus tinggal terpisah,, seneng karena akan dapat menemui hal baru.. dan,,,dari titik awal itu semua hingga saat ini sedikit banyak membuat ku lebih kuat, mungkin belum terlalu banyak, tapi diluar sana ku bisa lebih banyak belajar, belajar mengenai kehidupan, bagaimana bisa mengendalikan emosi, bagaimana harus bisa bertoleransi,

Who should I give my love to? My respect and my honor to Who should I pay good mind to? After Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother Who next? Your mother Who next? Your mother And then your father Cause who used to hold you And clean you and clothe you Who used to feed you? And always be with you When you were sick Stay up all night Holding you tight That’s right no other Your mother (My mother)